January 2012
16 posts
getting our variations for sleeping beauty today..
..kinda hope i get lilac fairy, but i’ll be happy with any of them. hopefully i can pull it off okay!
double acceptance to my top school!
this week could not get any better. accepted to my top school and pre accepted to their doctorate program. life is good.
and people wonder why i have an issue with food.
i was doing fine until you came. you’re one of the reasons i don’t like to eat in front of people. and you make it worse every time i see you. you know your comments hurt me, yet you continue to make them, and then call me a drama queen because i get mad at you for what you say. i’m not being a drama queen, sorry i have trouble staying in shape and you don’t and i take...
Dear God,
supjerbear:
I will hold on to Your promise that your plans for me are great. I will trust in You alone. I believe that You hold my future in your hands. I pray that, when that “great future” comes, give me a humble heart that will give all the glory to You. Give me a heart which will always know that I’m nothing without You.
Cross the line if you want to be more then friend.
Cross the line if you like him/her but are too...
Cross the line if you're sick of people telling...
especially when i do eat and they think i don’t or don’t eat enough.
cleaning my room, eating all natural cocoa kettle corn popcorn, and country music. perfect start to the new year.
December 2011
14 posts
get off my back.
you don’t know what you are talking about. you don’t know anything about the situation. you don’t know anything about me and my life. and to call me out like that? in front of everyone? that was low. even for you. if you were “worried about me” then you should of talked to me. not called me out and embarrassed me in front of everyone. it made me so self conscious and...
i dont know what im going to do these next two weeks. my studio gave us two weeks off. im gonna go crazy. its too cold outside to run. i guess i’ll just do core then. looks like im gonna have abs for the new year then yayy
ha i cant believe you actually believed me when i said i ate at the party tonight. yay for getting away with it. trying to get away with it tomorrow too.
i love my baby cousin
well shes not a baby anymore, but to me she is.
anyways, i just found out that she is adorable and so sweet. she was talking to her sister about christmas and said, “i want jen to sleep over on christmas..that was so fun.”
it literally just made my day so much better. love you lau <3
prepare for a pointless rant.
i’m not happy with myself. i hate the way i look. and it doesn’t help when i get called fat either. especially since i have been having even more trouble with my weight than usual. im officially starting to run everyday i don’t have dance or a shit ton of school stuff to do. hopefully once i start running again i’ll drop weight fast. i need to get into shape for the show. i...
you're annoying as fuck.
please come home safely
you're colder and more heartless than i thought.
i tell you my friends mom passed away and all you can say is which one was she? and oh that’s lousy.
really? that is completely ridiculous. just because you don’t know her doesn’t mean that i’m not upset.
you wonder why i don’t say anything to you or talk to you about anything. you wonder why i ignore you all the time and don’t try to make things better with...
i love the sound of rain
and the smell of it. rain just makes me happy. i know that’s really weird, but it’s true.
i love when i come home to a college acceptance...
making my great grandmas cake(: lets hope i dont mess it upp
November 2011
42 posts
One day, we're gonna be together.
supjerbear:
And I will make up for all the time distance has kept us away from each other. Everyday, every hour, every minute, every second of every moment will be worth it.
fuck.
when my dad got home today he was in a bad mood so i asked him what was wrong. he wanted to wait till my mom got home so i knew it was bad and big. then he decided “youre a big girl ill just tell you know”. his boss gave him his 2 weeks notice of being laid off. permanently. its not even his fault hes getting basically fired. its because of two dipshits that he works with. they keep...
Advice.
supjerbear:
Why is it so easy to give advice to other people, but when it comes to your own problems it’s so damn hard to take your own.
DON'T ever yell at a girl.
It will either make her cry or slap you across the face. We may even stay quiet or be speechless. We don’t react well to loud volume. If you want us to listen, then just calmly talk to us. There are better ways you can get your point across. But DON’T yell at us because then we’ll just focus on yelling back.
i have about 80 books in my room, and over 100 downstairs. and ive read almost every single one of them. i have a problem
happy veterans day
thank you for everything you have done for this country. we will never forget you and your services. you are the reason that we have freedoms right now. you risked your lives for your family, friends, and complete strangers. we are forever grateful for your choice to go into the armed forces. we love you. thank you, again.
teaching myself how to play guitar...
its actually not as easy as i thought it would be. wishing i had someone to help me… oh well. ill figure it out eventuallyy
i strongly dislike you..and you.
everything about the two of you bugs the shit out of me. the way you talk the way you dress the way you look the way you act. you guys are the same person. i was hoping i didnt have to deal with you this year, but guess what, i do. and trust me, i wont be nice to you. i wont talk to you. i wont smile at you. you two are the fakest people i know. everything you say is fake. all you care about is...
CMA'S
favorite time of the year <333
She comes off as strong, but maybe she fell asleep...